this photo look familiar? its of my sister and I. I posted it not long ago, and its since gotten 1000+ notes on Tumblr and counting. The caption of the photo is talking about our bond, and how strong my sister is for continuing to fight her battle of cancer everyday of the past 5 years. Since I posted the photo, my sister lost her battle. She passed away on the 20/12/11 at 8:49pm in my arms. My sister was my bestfriend, and I want to continue to honor her. Reblog to keep my sisters spirit alive for as long as possible, she deserves it.
Everyone to reblog this will be watched over by her tonight <3
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“Here we go again”
I can’t help but burst into tears the minute I start writing to you. You’re fast asleep now since it’s night time there and daytime here, so I’m able to cry without having you see me break down. So we’re back to how we used to be. 8,524 miles away from each other. I thought the feeling of leaving you again for the second time wouldn’t hurt so much but honestly it hurt more than I expected it would. I thought I would be stronger this time but I never realized that we got closer within the month I visited which made things even more harder than I thought it would be. Surprisingly I was strong enough to not cry along in front of you at the airport before you dropped my off at the gate like the first time, but when I saw you turn your back around and walk away from me is when it hit me and strangely I cried more than I did last time, and the fact that I’m back in the Philippines and away from you again is taking much more time to get over than it did the first time. I miss you so much and I can’t bare this painful feeling in my chest that I hold in during the daytime or when I webcam with you within these past 2 days I’ve been back here. I really miss how you’d randomly stare at me and wait for me to stare back at you and you’d smile at me with all the love you had in your heart once I did. I miss how right after that moment you’d be on such a love high with me that you’d grab me and hold on me tight, smashing your cheeks against mine. I miss when I’d fall asleep on your shoulder or take afternoon naps by your side you’d randomly kiss my forehead and go back to sleep. I miss when I’d open the door early in the morning to see you standing on the very top of my stairs, always staying 3 steps below the door, dressed up and with a huge smile on your face saying Goodmorning babe! I miss rubbing my nose against your nose or when bite my nose after you kiss my lips. I miss being getting comfortable with you each and everyday and being happy to know I get to see you the next coming day or so. I miss making memories. The funny ones, the romantic ones, the mushy ones, the lazy ones. In general, I miss the memories we made that’ll last a life time in our hearts. I know I’ll see you soon, but a 12 day visit with your family here won’t be enough to suffice my long time wanting of your physical self. Especially knowing I’ll only probably get 3-4 days out of those 12 to actually be with you. What’s even harder is knowing that right after that, I’ll have to wait 8 and a half months to see you again. I don’t want to forget your scent, your kiss, and your touch. But I know for one thing that I’ll never forget while I’m here to start my new chapter in life is your love. Starting my first semester as a freshman in College will be tough, especially with balancing my studies and staying in contact with you everyday but I know God will help us pull through every inch of struggle we encounter because he can see our love. He can see how pure, true, and real our love is and he knows that I cannot do the things I do now without you now. God knows you’re my strength on those bad days and my guardian angel when I struggle to choose the right paths in life, so he’ll never let our bond and love be broken because you need me and I need you. I miss you more than you could ever imagine and will continue to do so till I the next time I see you once again, but these 4 years will pass and our love will conquer all. I’ll always wait for you, be with you, and love you. Forever.
Take care always.
With love and much much affection I can ever give,
Your Wife To Be
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